Today I Visualize
I was sitting with my cup of coffee and reading from "The Law of Attraction" by Esther and Jerry Hicks on pg 112.
The topic is - If I can Imagine It, It's Realistic -
Jerry: Is there anything that we might want that you would consider to be unrealistic?
Abraham: If you are able to imagine it, it is not "unrealistic." If, from this time-space reality, you have been able to create the desire, this time-space reality has the resources to fulfill it. All that is required is your vibrational alignment with your desire.
This was a great inspiration for me to read because I realized in the moment I finished that section that when I take the time to envision Jim Patton and I spending the rest of our lives as the Friends we originally were - and meditate on those feelings from the past feeling them grow and blossom then we will all have the opportunity to be reunited.
I remember a conversation one afternoon - way back in the early 80's, I was having with your Grandma Patton, your dad's mom... She was planning a vacation with Judy Kearney - who was at that time - Grandpa Patton's girlfriend. I asked her... How can you go on vacation with her? She is dating your X-Husband. Her response has stayed with me all these years... She said to me... Well, Valerie, Judy and I have a lot in common, we both love or loved the same man. She does currently and I did in the past. So we have a lot to share by spending that time together.
You know... the two of those women are both still friends to this very day... although neither one is with Grandpa Patton today. This is an important lesson about human relationships and family relationships that needs to be pointed out. We can all be together today no matter what happened, yesterday.
That last time that we were all together, boys, hugging and saying goodbye. Looking into each others eyes... Smiling and giving kisses on foreheads and cheeks and lips... I will spend my time and visualize on those smiles and loving feelings. Those innocent loving feelings in that moment. We had no idea what our future would turn into - A Fear based future.
We have to let go of the fear of each other. I am "Mom" you are all my "Children". We are Love. I Love You all... James, Shane, Chase & Deano. You are the flesh of my flesh... the heart of my heart... for all eternity I will Love you children. Almost 14 years has passed and you are all adults... but in my heart and soul you are my children and always will be.
The time has come for me, at least, to refocus my vision on the future while letting go of the past - and see myself and Jim Patton again as the friends we were in the 80's. When we had a common goal of building happy a family of "all boys" together.
I Believe that by holding fast to this vibrational thought pattern, the Universe to reinvent our futures bringing our paths together once and for all. There is no need to wonder how or when... because Of this I am certain-
I know, like I know, like I know, like I know.... that you will all be home soon... with your Mother... who Loves You.
: ) Mom -
Robert your step dad
Rosie now almost 11
and... Little Robert almost 4
