Don't hate me ~ Because your Father taught you to...

Don't hate me ~ Because your Father taught you to...

Just remember who you are deep down inside yourself
You are the Holy Son of God Himself.
You are not alone in this world
You have God who listens to your whispers,
Your every silent prayer~
You have me, I am yours, We are one
Things can change and they will
I am always here for you
I will always Love you...

You are my children...

No one Loves a child Like their Mother does
I Love you.... Mom

Today @ The Beach

Oh, I almost forgot the Pics from Today at Solana Beach. We found a nice little Cove with Free parking. I love everything that is Free!! It was absoultely a beautiful day today and the water was warm...

This one is me in my new bathing suit - Trying to be as pretty as Marilyn Monroe. You probably don't know who she is anyhow...

Miss Rose... that is her nick name. When she was about 1 week old I took her out for a stroller ride to the cafe' at the beach. A close friend of Grandma's looked down at her in the stroller and uncovered her little feet. She gave her big toe a little jiggle and said " How are you Miss Rose " Well the name stuck and I have called her that all her life. She is a wonderful daughter and she is also my beautiful friend.

Robert and Daddy with the Cliff's behind them. See all the people behind them... well when the tide came up they all leave that area because the water gets to be about 2-3 feet deep and crashes against the cliff there...

I have so many photos to show you... I sure do love this digital world.

The last week of June 2006, a couple months ago~ I took Robert out Deep Sea Fishing on an all day boat with 24 of my co-workers. We caught 18 sea bass between us. We had so much fun that day. On the way back in the seagulls were so happy to get the fish guts that the deck hands were throwing over board as they gutted and fillet our fish. What a Father's Day to remember.

Now here we have Robert at the Del Mar Fair. He was pissed off because I wouldn't stop taking his picture. I am a little relentless with my picture taking... I asked him to smile... he said no! So I asked him again and as he screamed NO at me I snapped this photo... I think it shows great expression... It show's his not so sweet side. He really is a good boy. Just like you all were when you were his age.

Next came the Monster Trucks... I put the camera away and put him on my shoulders and we watched them and the trick motorcycles... It was a really hot day this day... This was also in June. Like June 2nd or something.

I love you boys... You know that I do. I send you my love with my every heart beat.

Take care and think of me...

Love,

Mom

Hi Boy's Here's the Padre Game Photo's I promised.

• I have some photos for you... I told you Rose won Padre Tickets last month and we all went to an afternoon game down town in the new Petco Park Baseball field. Here are some photos of that day... and some I took today at Solana Beach here in San Diego. I Love you all... Very much.

This first one is Daddy and Robert on the Trolly.

This Second one is Rose on the Trolly. We parked at one of the Park and Ride stops and jumped on the Trolly and rode it downtown. The Baby loves trains... and it sure looks like Rosie does too.

This is Me and Rosie... I took the picture myself... We had the sun in our eyes...

And this one... you can see the Coronado Bridge and in that top section the Army was sitting and they played our National Anthem and they all stood up while the all the people in the Stadium cheered and clapped and whistled, eyes watered and they showed the guys on the big Replay Screen alll in Army Green. It was really an awesome moment... I cried ~ as usual...

: )

Boy's ~ There is nothing I can do to change the past. What Jim Patton has done to all of us and to the entire family ~ cannot be changed. He was a bully and abusive man when he was my husband. I am sorry for not doing things differently and keeping you all with me. Life would surely have been different. You wouldn't have grown up learning Hate, as he has taught you to do. I love you ~ I hope reading this web site filled with my life and photos helps you each to learn and know that your mother is not what you have been told. Only God knows and now Shane knows what lies your father has filled your minds with. I am so sorry for all the pain and that you boys had to grow up without the loving soft touch of your mother.

You are in my heart, soul and prayers. Shane is your guardian Angel watching over you and over us here. I love you all dearley. You are my flesh and blood ~ You are wonderful just as I am.

Be confident in all you do and please ~ remember your mother loves you from the center of my soul... The day will come and we will be together again smiling, hugging and enjoying family life.

The day will come... The day will certainly come... Until then...

I Love you...

MOM