Boys... I was mopping the floors this morning - which is not a favorite past time... but it is a time when things can slide past your mind rather un-noticed. Back and forth, back and forth the mop went in motion and I heard my mind say - "It would be so much easier on the children if everything Jim told them about me all these years were true." That is what I heard... in my minds chatter... and it got me to thinking -
I suppose it is possible that the reason - "James, Chase & Dean" that you boys have not come home is because seeing that I am a NORMAL person - Loving, Caring, "Moping the kitchen floor on Sunday's" kind of Mom... would cause quite a stir inside. It may be too painful for you boys to realize that I Love You and always have - All these years.
Well, today is your Step-Dad's Birthday - He is watching the Charger's and I am about to fix him his favorite dinner - BBQ Rib Eye's and a HUGE Costco Birthday Cake with a Football on top : )
I will eat a bite for each of you...
I Love you boys...
